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Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Hai... Yesterday she told me tht she is going to break with me...
But in the end i found out tht i not sad about it...
I duno why... But now i know...
I try to not show it in front of my fren tht the reason...
Yesterday after return hm i cant stop thinking tht
she have left me...
a gal which i like so much...
a sentence will do the job of making us start angry with each other..
I think she will be very happy to break with me ba...
I knew this would happen 1 day...
But i dun wish it will come so early...
From my previous understanding of her...
She will have a hard time having Bf...
cuz of her parents...
I miss her a lot... but it is over...
i cant do anything to change it...
Not even a chance...
Bye Bye!!!
Friday, January 25, 2008
Just came hm from hss concert band performance...
Tht the end of my sec sch life...
I dun intent to go back until she forgive me...
I know it would be forever...
Cuz she doesnt even know why she is like tht...
I cant do anything...
I cant know how is she... cuz she does not want me to know...
I cant do anything...
This post will surely let her sad...
I know... but i still want to post it...
Cuz it is my feeling now...
From the day she start ignoring me onwards...
My heart is stab with a sharp knife...
and it is going deeper and deeper into my heart...
No one can stop the blood form flowing out except from her...
I duno she will look at this blog any more or not...
but i will now everyday blog updating the things between us..
Now hss sch will only bring me loneliness and sadness...
She say tht she still love me...
I am starting to not believe in this le...
She does not want to care about me...
I beg for her forgiveness and nth came back...
I will not say it is my mistake to say u will give me stress on my release of result.
I just does not want u to see me sad and does not know wad to do..
I DOES NOT HAVE ANY OTHER MEANING...
Tht my explanation... but u didnt accept the explanation...
U are really trying to force me to put u in other position in my heart..
Plz dun let me do tht....
I feel like crying now...
I have no one to talk about this... NO ONE...
Not even my best fren and u...
I am keeping it within me...
Plz forgive me...
I cant do anything but wait...
Bye Bye!!!
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
haven been posting for like weeks ba...
this few weeks... hai...
a lot of unhappy things happen...
I make her sad and angry...
until now i am still waiting for her forgiveness...
I feel tht i am so useless sometime even a simple thing also cannot do..
And wad can i do for her... a gal i love...
Hope u wont think to wild...
Hai... I think the sad thing is just going to begin...
My o level result will be out on Thursday...
I wish the result wont be too bad...
I know tht day will be a hard day for u and me...
Forgive me plz... Forget the unhappy thing plz....
I need ur support and ur encouragement...
I wish tht will be only thing i wanted it to be solve b4 new year...
A new start will do the world process...
Plz give me a chance and hope....
A new start means a new responsibility...
i have grown up one age and i will need to take care of this family...
I love u...
I miss u...
I miss ur scolding sometimes:D
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
err... nv blog for many days...
Lolz... everyday did the same thing over and over again...
hai... so boring but busy...
i just got some bad news..
My fren cut his finger...
got 9 stitches...
hai... so not careful...
this few days haven seen my daring...
very sad.. also not her fault...
is her mother... haha...
ok la... nothing much to say...
going out soon...
bye bye!!
Sunday, January 6, 2008
Today then i know tht why love is so confusing..
Cuz u doesnt want to affect ur partner so u try to
hide ur emotion from her...
but u also want her to cheer u up...
Now i am having this problem...
I duno wad to do...
This few days i feel the pressure on me is getting
to build up...
And the same question is coming up to my
conversation more frequently..
Can say tht i am trying to escape from this...
But the day are drawing near...
i think tht the pressure or stress will start to build up..
Sorry if i offend u...
Saturday, January 5, 2008
Nv blog for so many day...
haha... This few day all very tired..
cuz wake up very early..
go meet my dearest darling...
haha... she look weird in her sch uniform...
she look so cute and also the shirt very big...
ok la... I duno why i just only want to say about her..
bye bye!!
