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Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Wad a day is it?
Yesterday i have a emotional break down.
I ask someone back but it turn up negative as usual.
Always de la. When i look back to my past, i found tht
nth i do always be very success. I am always a failure.
I cant find anything tht is good about me.
My study always lose to others. my relationship always
end up as a break. Ask for patch back always fail.
sport always lose to others. My CCA i like the most in
sec school also become my dislike 1 la. Man have say tht
human are not always born perfect. I dun ask for a prefect me.
but i look for a pace which i am talented. I thought of being
good at Media side. However now i dislike it. due to her.
I think i should not have start the relationship at the first place.
I wish time can flow back. I wish everything is a dream.
I hate myself. I duno when can my heart be heal.
I duno why relationship is like this. It is the most sweet thing in the
world but it is also the most poisonous thing in the world.
I want to be good. I want to have u back.
Hai... No miracle will happen on me.
I need to work hard. My personality will change in the process.
I wish tht i am not so kind hearted. I will be cold to every1.
Maybe tht will reduce the damage i get from the world.
Forget about it. I wont be so bad de.
I can t change my personality. I always want to help people.
I always warm welcome people.
I like to make fren. I like socialist people.
I hate lonely. I hate to admit i love her. IT THE END!
I have to give up. I know love is a selfish thing.
but i like to give people happiness than sadness.
No comment. I am getting less and less talkative.
BYeBYe
